Well Beck, tomorrow is the first day of winter. I really dread it as I know after Christmas the days will be very long and lonely without you. I am signing up for a computer class after the first of the year. I miss you so much when it comes to these computer things.
I got a E-mail from Lisa Keil today. It was very sweet. She called herself, Heidi and Mo, my adopted daughters. You would be glad to know your friends haven't forgotten you.
Sunday night was the play at church. Things will never be the same over there. Don't know if I can stay there much longer. The people will be missed but not the leadership of some of the new ones taking over. Everyone wants to be seen or have their children seen. It's not a good place to go to sometimes.
We are trying to get ready for Christmas without you, but It has it's moments. It will really sink home when it actually gets here. I hope you have a good day in heaven. Do you get to see your dad much? How about your grandparents? I will be there before long and I want to see you right away. I can't convey how much you are missed by me. You were an anchor for me after your dad died and now I don't even have that.
Heather and I went to see the Nutcracker on the 10th of December. I thought of you a lot while I was there. Your company sponsored it. A Lot of your company people were there. You and I would have had a lot of comments to share.Most of the time everyone thinks I shouldn't be giving my comments out loud, but you always understood the need to just say it. Sometimes I talk to you when I'm all alone. Hope you hear me, but if you can't I'll still talk to you.
Well kiddo, gotta go . Work on the house some. Trying to get ready for the big day.
Remember I love you with all my heart or what's left of it. Talk to ya later.
Love from "YOu aint right " mom.